Anticipation

The house is clean and ready, everything organised. Because Master and Sir are paying a visit later this evening, so everything needs to be in order.

It’s going to be fun.

Sorry I haven’t been posting much, life etc.

Bad pup!

As in , i have been one. Broke one chastity device (not the one i was testing)  – the damn things are just too small or something – but that wasn’t the issue – it was that i jerked off in  the 24 hours i was unlocked – i didn’t plan to, just had a nap and as i was waking up… well, you know… it just…happened.

Now, i didn’t have to tell Master, but i did, because there’s no point to this if i lie, or that’s how i see it – gotta be upfront. He wasn’t happy, He still isn’t really. As part of the punishment i had to write a poem to His cock – that wasn’t so hard – but He also told me i had to be plugged at work today. That would be the first time i’ve had to do that, and i really wasn’t happy about it – i can’t rush out of a class halfway because it needs attention, so i decided this morning i wouldn’t do it today, but would wait till tomorrow, no classes, i’ll be in my office all day – and can figure out if it’s going to work or not.

But it wasn’t my decision to make – and Master is sounding very unhappy – so unhappy He’s bringing someone else in to share the beating on Sunday. This isn’t going to be fun.

When does wearing a butt-plug…

become so ordinary and every day ?

(Not) Coming Soon…

i’m picking up a new model chastity device today from Phoenix Chastity - this one is a prototype, not into full production yet – i never knew that becoming a chastity device tester was a career option for me. Master wants to lock me up for three weeks from tomorrow night, so this will be an extensive test.

i am strangely excited by the prospect, and will post pics later.

i am a sick puppy.

Back in the saddle

Damn but that was a nasty head-cold – and it meant i couldn’t go and serve – not really much fun for anyone if the slave is a snot-fountain, so after last weekend’s postponement i was more than ready last night. i was actually booked in for tonight, but Master texted me and summoned me for last night. i’m happy He did – it was great.

Master likes His whips – and i am learning to. Let’s just say i learnt to like them a bit more last night. But it just felt good to be back there serving – i missed it. As He was whipping me early in the evening He said “Do you know why I am whipping you? It’s because i have missed you slave” and later He made me put my clothes back on when i was doing some jobs for Them, as He said, to keep me warm and take care of His slave’s health. Later when He had prepared Their dinner, He gave me some steak, cut up, in the dog bowl, putting me in the cupboard to eat it.

The training is changing me – at times it almost feels like i’ve been hypnotised – things i didn’t want to do before, that i rebelled at, now i just do without a second thought, and actually enjoy doing – He’s certainly got me in touch with my inner slave.

And i’ve been summoned back tonight. i don’t know what to expect, but i never do when i walk in that door – that’s part of the fun.

It’s been a week since last Friday’s adventure – a busy one, and then laid up with a nasty cold the last few days. If this is the first week of Spring why is it so shitty? But I digress…

Last Friday night – there were floggers, and canes, and paddles, and a St Andrews cross – and your truly.  It hurt, but in the a good way . i’m not convinced it was my best effort – i was a bit tired, but Sir was happy, so it can’t have been too bad. Two hours together, at least half the time chained to the cross and being used. God i hate being caned – i have to say, that is the worst one for me.  Sir is an expert with the flogger however, and feeling that warm my back up is great.

Then on Sunday i was summoned to Master’s – like a lucky slave. After doing some chores (naked, collared, manacled and plugged of course) i got the luxury of spending an hour watching TV with Them – me naked on the floor of course – where i felt strangely happy. Since then i haven’t been up to much, half busy with work, half a bit sick. But i’ll be well enough to return this Sunday night for more.

i am a lucky slave.

This Coming Friday!

Two more sleeps and… i’ll be out on loan, tied to a St Andrews Cross, getting flogged, a little public humiliation,  amongst other things.

OK, why do i think this is a good thing?

Oh…right….

Sod’s Law

So last weekend, when i was left locked up, i went out and could have picked up two different guys, but it’s just too hard trying to explain why my cock is locked up, so i didn’t.

Last night, unlocked, free and happy – nothing – nada – zip. Damn it all! So unfair. And because i’m being loaned out again on Friday, i have to get locked up tonight until then.

But the buzz from serving Master on Thursday is still there – He really pushed some buttons and got inside my head in a really cool and clever way, that felt amazing. So did the beatings as they came and went. And so did being hog-tied and chained,  with a butt-plug duct-taped in me, gagged, and left in the dark.

Who’s a lucky slave? i am !

Still buzzing

Well last night was absolutely amazing – Master really went to town, and i felt incredibly lucky by the end of it – i’m still on a buzz from it,

It’s not so much what you do in a session, or what gear is used, as the skill and attitude behind it all, and Master has both in spades, and i think i respond in a way that He appreciates. He can get me to places i’ve never been before, places i want to go back to and could settle in if i wasn’t careful.

The surprise that so amused Him – well, it involved duct-tape and some seriously twisted mind-fucking and some spookily accurate reading of me, aspects that we’ve never talked about, and i’m still puzzled as to how He knew what buttons to push so well. i don’t want to go into details because it feels special. But i feel like a very lucky slave.

And it’s nice to be unlocked again, so nice… two nights free, then back into chastity on Sunday night – i’m being loaned out next Friday, and Master thinks i should be nice and fresh and ready for my guest service – so it’s out of my hands.

So, it’s been a while

and…life rolls on – and so does servitude, i’m glad to say. Been off here because i had to be.

If you’re interested, i’m still learning, still in training, still serving, and still happy – mostly.

i’ve been locked up again, 8 days locked in the chastity device – it’s a bit of a mind fuck for sure.  But then, it helps keep my mind focussed on my Master.

Not a whole lot to report today, but Sir laughed as He told me about “something new” He’s got organised for tomorrow night. i find that whatever makes Him laugh doesn’t tend to amuse me so much.